NRB

I sit here and stare at some letters on my computer monitor. Hoping to see them jump out and on to their own special window; with words of their own telling me exactly what I need to hear.

All the while, I resist the urge to quickly press down and form words of my own. To resist causes aching in my body, heart and soul.

Why do I do this to myself? Why resist and cause so much hurt? Why don't you just ease the pain and listen to what it is you need?

Ok self, I will.